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Monday, 25 May 2015

Bury my Lungs at Wounded Me.



Bury my Lungs at Wounded Me.

In WW2, my father worked in a Reserved Occupation.  He was a Mechanical Engineer at Bailey Meters in Purley Way, Croydon.  This meant he was not allowed to fight.

During the war, he was on double shifts, seven days a week for months on end, eventually leading to a breakdown in his health.  He contracted TB and had a Pneumonectomy.  Taking out one and half lungs, removing some ribs in his back and cutting muscles in his neck so he always held his head to the right.  He spent five years in a sanatorium, came home and eventually got a War Pension.

He should have got a medal.

The surgery was carried out at the Royal Brompton Hospital where I have an appointment tomorrow. 
I am wondering if the hospital still has any bits of lungs pickled in a jar in the basement.  I would like to see them and re bury them in his grave.

Alpha 1 antitrypsin deficiency was not discovered until just before my father died in the 70’s and he was not tested for it as far as I know.  Obviously I inherited it from him.

The essence of a satisfactory health service is that the rich and the poor are treated alike, that poverty is not a disability, and wealth is not advantaged’. (Bevan)

The end of WWII coincided with the election of a Labour Government and the establishment of the NHS.  The Tories are back in power and the NHS feels like it is being dismantled.

Will I ever get to cash the cheque my father helped to write concerning the NHS?  Or will it be emasculated by 'austerity'.  I could not afford augmentation therapy privately in the UK, so perhaps i will 'drown in my own living room' as one of my sympathetic consultants so eloquently put it.

I bought the plot next to my parents.  At least me and my dad will keep each other company,  coughing from the grave.




Wednesday, 20 May 2015

I recognise that cough

'He stopped. His expression changed. He began to cough. It was the most extraordinary cough I had ever heard in my life, and for a moment I couldn’t believe it was coming from him. It sounded like a klaxon, and from the way he bounced up and down in the chair, as if he were setting it on and off. I got up in alarm and patted him on the back. He began waving his hands towards the bed presently, and I looked around and saw bottles on his bedside table, and brought them all to him with a spoon. He pointed one out with a shaking hand, and I uncorked it and poured him out a spoonful – and one for the carpet in my excitement – and got it in his mouth. He managed to control himself for a moment, and presently began pointing silently under the bed.'

 Lionel, Davidson. “Rose of Tibet.” Faber & Faber,

Anyone in the Alpha community would recognise this description.  I am interested in literary descriptions of COPD and possible alpha 1 instances as i think it helps explain the condition to others.  The book is a pretty good thriller by the way, davidson wrote Kolymsky Heights which was recently reissued and which I greatly enjoyed.